TOO MUCH TOO MUCH TOO MUCH
JOY IS UPON
ME...

life totally rules and here is why:

- jeanie and i have found the most wonderful, cozy, warm and sweet home ever.
we looked and looked and looked our faces off
- the river valley made me burst into tears yesterday morning
(small, cute, joy-filled tears that tasted so sweetly)
- i have realized why some "at-the-time" negative events have happened
i am growing and learning and opening up because of them
(isn't it awesome when things just make sense? and i mean in a ridiculously deep spiritual way that is so personal, yet universal, but the only who really sees how beautiful it is is you?)
(yeah, that kind of feeling....)
- i am prepared to get crafty and artsy and really take risks and try new things and fail, and succeed and discover and express, like a bunny on its first adventure to find lettuce!!

LIFE is totally impressing me and i think it's because i know its an impressive thing!
i am seeing around the corners and finding all this freakin' beauty everywhere, and thats why i have these tears.

i am so happy.